You found me

I've been whining since last Thursday.
There's tons of notes to memorize for this CT
4 heavily memorizing modules
9 days to get everything into my head.
To my friends who are on the same boat as me now,
good luck manzxzxzxxz,

I'm so s.t.r.e.s.s.e.d now ):!

Still trying my best to catch up the pace,
but i just can't.
tired.
seriously.
very tired.

A super pretty picture of a sea monkey under the microscope which I've professionally snapped it with Muffin's phone.

Friday.Nothing much.
Had breakfast with Mum & Dad,had a nap.
Almost gave up in ccta!tsk.

Love my aqua culture group mates (: Washing the tanks,feeding the crayfishes,scrubbing those algae off the pipes,weighing the crayfishes every Tuesday is always so awesome with them.Muffin,Sasa & Ning,thanks for making me smile whenever I'm feeling exhausted/sad.I know that you all are very tired too.(slight reminder,rmb to do your aqua lab practs!)


A super worn out day today.Woke up at 3.30am to finish the UFS report & ppt (thanks steph + thomas for your efforts!)*,failed to finish ccta report in time ): Drove to school with mum today,was late for lab about 25 mins due to the super congested traffic.Dissected an (live) embryo,threw it's head away and minced it's little body for cell culture primary cell line.Immunized our little cutey mouse after mmb pract.Drove home with mum & mirah.

So this is my day.School's seriously taking its toll on me.

Things to do over the weekends
-Aquaculture lab reports
-Immunology pract report
-study for Cell culture practical test
-Start on immunology + mmb project
-Complete mmb's work

I bolded cell culture because this module is really driving everyone MAD ):
Me.Muffin.You.Sasa.Him.Her.Just everyone!rahhhhhhhhhh!
To my dearest big bro,you're gonna do well for your finals!(: As As and As!

Down with flu.
Fever subsided last night.

things to be completed by Sunday.
- CCTA report
- Financial statements presentation + report (the final one)
- Immunology report
- mmb report
- fyp + attachment selection

CT is coming in no time.
):

Tuesday.
Another day.
when everything's falling into pieces.

Today was one of the worse day that i'm feeling super demoralized,disappointed and upset.
Had a minor argument with mum.
This expanding work load is driving me crazy.
Reports,stress is stepping in.

Right now.
I wanna.
1)Stop crying.
2)eat ice cream.
3)erasing the thoughts of giving up in vb.
4)heck care financial statements.
5)screaming.
6)keep on swimming.
7)talk to someone.



SCREW THIS.

When you know that you're no longer that important anymore.



Saturday.
1)Woke up late for training @fairfield.
2)Weights + run + friendly matches.
3)Had a big portion of chicken rice =)
4)headed to westcoast with fann
5)back to bpp to get our stuffs.
6)Home @5pm
7)Fat sleep from 5.15pm to 2.45am!


Time check.It's 3.10am now.
I'm craving for mac griddles!

ALL THE BEST TO AMIRAH & JANICE TMR :)
just whack!

3 more days.
i know i know.
hate this proj ttm!




Falling.

Thursday again.
I feel sad.
I feel tired.
I feel
I feel..that
I need some rest.
Goodnight.

As usual,woke up early to school today.Cleaned up the uneaten food and fed the fishes den rushed off to IS class.Hell,didnt know about a 20% quiz so screwed it up.Then,returned to the lab to check on our growing vero cells and 3 flasks of vero cells that we've prepared yesterday are all contaminated :( After this drama-mama morning,had lunch with darren & muffin.Then headed off to the driving lessons,had a trail test and I've failed it with 2 immediate failures,nearly got into an accident.And Idk how am i going to pass this actual driving test which is really on it's way now.What to do?let's hope for the best.Sorry for being so pessimistic here,good night.

(3rd oct,RR 's 21st birthday)

My Saturday.
woke up at 9.30am this morning,started eating ever since the tv is switched on.Sat in front of the tv for about 9 hours with the continuous eating & eating eating and eatingggggg....supposedly,I've planned to settle my ccta report before more and more reports stack up.OK whatever,I'm going to sleep early tonight.To end this post....





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SMILEYS for you (to,you know who!)

No matter how tough it's going to be,I'll try my best.It's just 5 days of school and yet I'm having super tired.I don't know how I'm going to survive this semester.4 practicals a week + lectures + tutorials.I can go through this tough semester too,YES I CAN! =)


(I miss you girlfriend!)
iwannapass.

First day of school.
Idk why I was damn hyper today and am feeling super tired now.Sorta looking forward to aquaculture lab tmr! =) I wonder how am i going to endure the smell of the fishes in the lab.Heard immuno's kinda fun,gna raise little white mice which is something i fear the most.R-A-T-S.Well,I always have my little childish muffin to handle all these.HA!SALVE.Alright,seriously I'm getting nervous as nov is approaching...... Hope that i can get it over and done with.
Weather in s'pore is killing.
I miss Koreaaaaaaaaaaaaa.
oh anyways,i chopped my curls away.

Goodnight.


Happy 18th birthday hw!
Happy 19th birthday jassssssss! <3
Happy 21st birthday gohyingxuan (panda)! (:

school starts in 12 hours.Now,7 weeks of holidays is now over.waking up @7am everyday is definitely horrible.What to do?Get used to it!love school man.(optimistic)Argh,have to prepare my aqua notes and mmb notes now.Awwwww,whole day of lecture tmr.DREAD TO THE MAX.hoping that I'll get used to the terrible school hours.This semester is going to be crazy,i swear.

Late nights studying.
Lesser time watching tv progs.
More hours @starbucks.
Be more serious this semester.
Slack less,study harder.
Work hard for volleyball.



ok.enough.something to look forward next week,is that I'm going to catch 500 days of summer with serene.t! =)
Goodnight and happy monday blues tmr everyone!

Definitely not looking forward to school,though I had hell lots of fun during this holiday but it's not enough!Yup,2 more days to school.hate it man.I'm still in class P02(w/o Serene,Hm,sharon and more) but it's not really a bad thing afterall.Still,I have my dearest marvin as my lab buddy.Gna treat him as the slave of the laboratory when school starts.luv you marvin!!(muahahha)
Let me side track a lil.
My tamagotchi babies evolved into 3 huge sumos,totally hate it.So I've decided to put them on an super extreme diet,hoping that sumos are able to evolve back to cute lil babies back!Ok.yes.On a lighter note,I've passed my stage 4 for driving.next lesson 5.1 (last lesson) tmr!
Hope that I can successfully get my driving license before my birthday!

Alright,enough of the school stuffs and the driving stuffs.
I'm so damn bloody tired,gotta get some rest more.
Night =)

The teddy bear museum







I'm back from Korea!love Korea and hate the turbulences on the plane,it made my heart thumped like crazy.Yes,the pictures above are from the teddy bear museum in korea (jeju island) Enjoyed looking at these cute bears the most!love the beatles bears,superman and LV bear.So now that I can understand the way how a bear can become so elegant after putting all sort of clothings.Right now,i'm missing the weather in Korea and love the rice there too!Rice is something awesome to eat in Korea =) The extra carbohydrates are all worthwhile!Everything was great,the trip was fun but it was quite tiring.Especially when I slept late at night watching some korea dramas and variety shows.And morning calls were always at approximately 6+am in the morning.
1st day was all about everland theme park,mustered my courage and tried two super thrilling rides in everland.


2nd day was sightseeing @MT.SORAK national park
3rd was sighseeing + beauty academy + Lotte world adventure (where they shot 'stairway to heaven')
Snapped a shot at the merry go round


For the 4th,5th,6th and 7th days.
Flight to jeju!
went to some korea traditional cake museum,war memorial hall plaza,ATV rides,teddy bear museum and more. =)For the last day,I had a scrumptious seafood feast which leads to a really bad outbreak of the rashes on my hands and legs.It was unbearable,I should have just listened to my mum not to eat the seafood though.afterall,I had a lot of fun but the most disappointing thing about this trip is that I've got only 40 mins to shop!booo.Well.I have the most satisfying and heart aching thing on my mind too,that I've spent over $400 in the faceshop.Burnt my dad's pocket without realizing it,that is why the heartaching part steps in.Guess I have to really get my qualification soon enough in the future to pay my parents back if not I'll be living my days in guilt.

More pictures will be uploaded in facebook =)
Stay tuned!
Goodnight everyone.


I do feel envious sometimes.

Caught fame with girlfriend in the noon and headed to the UFO machine!And,hui min!I've finally got something from the UFO machine! =) love it!thanks girlfriend <3 and yes,fame is a pretty good show i must say.A quite motivating and touching movie..love the songs!
Met up with the club members for sakae sushi dinner and right now,my stomach is bursting.
Gonna turn in early tonight,there's IS selection tmr.
And I'm going to swim tmr,certain about it!
G'night! (:




If i say you're the one,will you believe me?